Dana wrote:
>Yeah, but whoever told him or didn't tell him, POV Blake killing
>Travis (like eating oatmeal) is Just The Right Thing to Do.
(snip)
...well,
>WHENEVER you have the chance to kill an implacable enemy
>who has been driven insane by a desire for vengeance on you...
>kill him!
OK, I know this must have been discussed many times over, but I wasn't on
the Lyst then, so let this be my excuse.
Blake's explanation of why he refrains from killing Travis, "You don't
matter enough to kill", is not just an assessment of Travis's importance in
the general scheme of things. It is also a statement implying Blake's own
state of mind.
As Blake's own great-great grandfather William surmised, we all start from
the state of "innocence" when we perceive the world as basically good,
positive and largely comprehensible. Sooner or later we "fall" from this
original paradise into the state of experience which reveals to us a more
complex, troublesome and disturbing understanding of the world and our own
being.
In Blake's case, I am not referring only to his realization about the evil
nature of the Federation. Blake is not just forced to face the horrors of
the world around him. He is also forced to understand and experience the
dark recesses of his own mind.
Blake is originally an idealist, someone whom we often see help people
without any self-interest (think of Decimas, the crew of "Ortega", even the
stuff in the Federation base in "Killer"). In some ideal circumstances, you
could imagine that his predominant life philosophy would be what Boucher so
cleverly ascribed to Blake clone: All life is linked, all life must have
reverence. (Or, to quote W.B. again, Everything that lives is holy.)
OTOH, circumstances have forced him to kill, destroy lives, commit a great
deal of "senseless killing and destruction". Blake may have started his
rebel career as a peaceful opponent to the Federation. We don't have enough
data about the Freedom Party, but we know, for instance, that none of the
people Travis massacred was carrying a gun (remember that Blake had to
grapple with a guard to get a weapon he used to shot Travis). We also recall
Bran Foster's (ironic) final words, "Whatever the consequences we must not
resort to violence". These two bitter lessons could have persuaded Blake
that he *has* to resort to violence. There's no other way to defeat the
Federation. However, it is a decision which cannot leave one's soul intact.
Another recognition which must be deeply disturbing for Blake is that not
all of his motives for wanting to destroy the Federation are impeccable.
Blake has suffered great personal wrongs which he cannot forgive or forget.
Much as he tries to suppress his hatred, obsession, need for personal
revenge, from his conscious attitude, he is still aware of these traits.
Even if it's true, as Sally noticed, that Blake manages to stay emotionally
detached from the violence he's committing, I think that all the while he
has to fight certain darkness within, to grapple with his most negative urges.
The world around and within Our Hero is complex and filled with horrors.
It's not just that the time is out of joint, it is also his own self which
is out of joint, and the cursed spite is that he can't ever set these right.
The whole world is an unweeded garden, and so is one's own psyche. It's not
just that killing one man will not bring down the Federation. It's also that
killing one man will not change or annihilate Blake's comprehension of the
world and his own soul. Travis may be an embodiment of everything that's
dark and base in Blake's own nature, but Blake knows you cannot simply chop
off a portion of the self.
And kindly don't call Blake schmuck while I'm around.
N.